I stumbled a cross a comment today that sliced right through my heart. The blog's author wrote about his joy in receiving a text message from someone who cared about him and how much it made his day. The comment came from my 3rd (the love lost). She mentioned how nice it was to receive messages from someone that she knows and cares about.
When my 3rd and I were together, I used to send her a message every morning that said "Good Morning Beautiful" and did that for well over a year. To see that comment is only a reminder to me that she misses me not and that someone has filled my place already. At this point it really shouldn't matter to me anymore. It's long gone and I cannot change that. Am I just obsessing now? I don't see how even the thought can be healthy anymore. I don't understand why I cannot simply turn up the silence.
1 comment:
this is no obsession, just after an abrupt and forced goodbye, it's still hard to avoid feeling the void of the person gone
it's totally normal, it only needs time...
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